Originally Posted by
tribal1969 
I understand how you feel. I just no advice, maybe because i'm the same way. I found my sister dead on the floor in front of her computor about a month ago. I lost the desire to do anything but drink. Even though I know in end the end it will kill me. Good luck to you.
I am truly sorry for that. My sister is one of the non-alcoholic reasons I'm still alive today after dads death (even though we fight ALOT nowdays). I can't imagine what would happen if she would'nt be with me today. I am truly sorry sir, please stay strong and fight on. I bet alot of people would want that. I would love to see it, as it would make my belief in human psychological strength stronger. Tank you for sharing! Please update me on how yu are doing, sir.
And thank you all for the replies. I will stop drinking as soon as I feel I have a more stable life living on my own etc. I'm GOING TO DO IT!!! Even if it's going to be hard...