A whole lot of us here enjoyed drinking and did not want to give it up. It's just like anything else that you enjoy but you know is bad for you. The thing is though, if you're not ready to quit, you won't. It's just that simple. We can't tell you what to do; only you can decide that. But, something made you look online and find us, so somewhere inside of you, you realize that you really should stop.
Welcome to SR! There are a lot of good people here who have been exactly where you are now and can share their experiences, strength and hope. Stick around and read a lot of the posts. We're here to support you.