Suzie, we have all been where you are now. Feeling lousy about ourselves, having friends and family think we should just “wish" ourselves to get better, feeling helpless against the urge to drink, and thinking we could just hide a little longer in a bottle.
Some here have a few days, some a few weeks or months some even several years. The one thing we all have in common is the desire to stop the madness of drinking/drugging!
Search the site keep coming back, don’t give up there are carrying people here to help and support you. They know where you are, and know how to get out. Listen and learn from them! wish you the best in your journey!!