SB - I was a binge drinker also. If you read my previous posts, my husband offered me money to move out of the house.... telling me that he didn't love me & was no longer attracted to me. This didn't stop me. It actually had to get horribly worse than that for me to stop. I called it quites almost three months ago. My husband sees that I am trying & things are getting better. You have to really really want this!! I would never want to see anybody where I was three months ago....it was downright horrific
I hope that he can see that you are trying & find it in his heart to forgive you. Good luck at your meeting & of course:
WELCOME TO SR!!!! This place rocks!!