Hi SB
Welcome here, you've come to the right place for support. Alcohol really does make us do weird stuff... but just recognizing that and taking that first move to stop as you have done is an excellent way of transforming a hopeless situation into a life-changing one. Sometimes we have to hit rock bottom to realize it's time to turn the tide. Ask me, I know, because I've been there done that. Anyway, just wanted to wish you well and strength for the road ahead.
