Originally Posted by
DayDreamBelever 
I know that no good can come of beating myself up or continuing to want answers to so many things... but my mind keeps grazing on all the lies... its still so fresh... the wound is still open... and if there is anything I hate, it's not understanding the hows and whys of something, especially related to my broken heart.
I found an Nar-Anon chapter 20minutes from me and they meet tomorrow night, so I've made child care arrangements for my children so I can attend.
Trust me, believe me when I say that if you dig into your own recovery, those wounds will heal. I know it doesn't feel like it right now.
I'm proud of you for finding a Naranon meeting to attend. Trust in God, keep putting one foot in front of the other, and this too will eventually pass. You are on the right path, I promise.
