Kitty,
I'm sorry this is so rough. It's hard to think of leaving your home. It's home. Just remember that you can make a home anywhere. It will just take time. I know it's hard to think of leaving your cats too. Our pets are important to us.
There is going to be some grief in your decision, but in the long run I think you'll be happier.
Peace of mind is so important. Right now you live on pins and needles all of the time waiting for the next thing to happen. You won't be doing that any more. Maybe you could think of the bad things you'll be giving up too.
Hugs and we're here for you,
MG