another update... and thanks to all..... never made it to detox... tryed like hell thou.... no where would admitt me... crazy as i was soooo sick it was the worse ever(holy cow thought i was dying) but i found a soboxion Doctor today... and will say i feel 100& better (withdraw wise) i am still going into a inpatient treatment however...i think its something i need badly... to learn the skills to live life again with out the use of them damn pills..... and learn who i am.... so with in this next week i will be going into a 28 day and then on to even longer after that.... not to sure what yet...but at this point i am fully surrendering and doing as i am told..... cant do it my way anymore....cause my way never has worked and i now no it never will.... i want to say thanks to all who responded... and for finding this site... alot of good things to read on here.... thanks all
Jen