Its so hard for me. I have been reading about addiction and trying to understand what he is going through. I have read a few posts on here about other addicts suffering on day 3 and they feel like there world is over...I wish I could help him, I hate knowing how hard this is for him. He is begging me to stay and he is my husband that I love and MORE THAN ANYTHING I just wanna hold him and say its OK we can do this. But I just can't stay any longer. I cant..I want to soo bad but I just I cant.
