The compassionate poster above is right... last Friday I found a therapist I felt I could trust and she did validate my experiences and feelings and was a source of so much hope and comfort. God always sends us angels. Today my hope is for you to recognize and lean on them.
I recall when my grandmom died- my mom had a vision of her in Heaven, united with my granddad again - they were in God's glory. This was a very healing image and still is... nothing has been lost, love lasts beyond physical barriers, that I believe with all my heart.
Sending prayers and hugs. So many of you here are so, incredibly strong.