There will be no quacking, I'm sure. He only needs me when he is feeling bad and he is getting back together with his ex-fiance. He was never an alkie and is not the XH I chat about here. He is the guy I was with before my XH.
I have no use for him now. That hurts to be sure, but I am better off in the long run. I am gonna be a wreck for a while, but it will get better. Then I can move on in my life to a man who can appreciate a goodhearted, polite, smart, funny, kind, sexy woman who, like everyone else, just struggles to make sense of it all. I really hope he is out there. But unless I make a room for him in my heart and head, I wouldn't matter if I found him anyway.
So I am making a room. And I am gonna try to make it the most beautiful room that I can.