Well here i am, hunbled an dead enough by my disease to scream out.
i am currently reducing my meth use by 50-100 bux a week, i weigh 39kgs, ive lost my eldest child, my mind an my health this time.
my stomach is raw an not functioning proper, my kidney is shuttin down an i wee blood.
I am going back to KUITPO in the first wek of August an i am going to stay this time no matter what.
i have severe PTSD now an am pretty well confined to my home, i am unable to do lots of the things i was once
i am such a loser an feel so ill.
doc sayd im so close to dying..are you finally ready to live?
