Feedback Please
Hi
Today I learned that my ex (not my exA, but the non-A before him) just had a child with his wife.
We split because I wanted to get married and have kids. He didn't but wanted the status quo. We kept that going for almost a decade before I started dating other people (the A) who wanted to be married and have kids.
I feel hurt and sort of numb right now. He lied to me all of those years about children. He would end things because I wanted a family and he didn't. He told me that I couldn't handle a relationship like ours. Arghh! He is 14 years older than I am. I was 22 when we started dating.
He used me and I was too young to understand what was going on. I really believed him. I feel sick to my stomach now that I write this out.
What the hell is wrong with me?