Oh so sorry Melissa! And of course this is the perfect excuse to get wasted but it will NOT make anything better. You must stay sober and have a clear mind right now. I know it's tough cuz I've been there to many times. And of course most of those times I'd turn to drinking, get more depressed and then wouldn't get jack done. I've neglected so many things these last few weeks that it disgusts me.
But :day1
And really, a meeting would be in order! I went to one tonight (1st mind you) and felt so relieved being around sober people. Try not to be alone right now either, that was my mistake.
Good luck Dear!