Been there LT and it will take time. Do not listen to that voice! One's body is so dependent on the alcohol that it takes time for it to get back to reality. Gosh, when I was sober I couldn't believe how great I felt: able to sleep through the night, ability to focus and concentrate, not hiding in my little slumber in fear that someone would detect alcohol...... and the list goes on.
I can't think of one positive thing with alcohol at this moment outside I like the taste of beer. And that is NOT a good thing. However, there are plenty of negatives associated with drinking.
I have found when I get those moments to want a beer is to go outside and enjoy nature. Being indoors makes us so secluded and that's about where I've been the last couple of months and that's how my drinking has gotten out of control again.
Stick with SR and know that you'll have the power to overcome the same disease I have.