I choreographed a street performance to Bye Bye Baby in 1989-we had a ball.
How awesome is that?!
Oh how I love Music.(I think my user name is a give away of that)
Another good Madonna one is "You'll see" Or "Take A Bow"
I've been listening to a lot of Alanis,Fiona Apple,India.Arie. Another good song for all of this is evanesence "Call me when you're sober"
I've been trying to do more for myself. I've put in some job applications.(I haven't worked for a bit because of my illness)
But for some reason,I keep blaming myself for what happened with the X. I could have been more supportive of his Grandmother passing,but he did not ALLOW ME TO BE. Plus he was acting like an A$$ long before she passed on. I just keep having the sinking feeling I could have done more. I'm also feeling I LACK something.
I'm trying to convience and remind myself that it isn't ME. It's probably not even about the "other girl" I believe that he obviously doesn't know how to treat a GOOD relationship,so he decides to chase that which he can not have.
It hurts. Ugh. I guess I sound like a broken record. For that I apologize.
I love this place and all of you. You,plus some dear friends of mine have been so much help to me. And I thank you.