I am also having a hard time believing that he may not care about Ayla because like I said he sober preceeding her birth, and immediately after she was born. He was glowing in the hospital with her, he seemed like a completely different person, genuinely happy. After I gave birth he said it was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen and he couldn't stop gushing about her to people. He says he fell in love with her like his own because he was with me throughout the whole pregnancy and watched her come into this world.