Music, I totally relate to all the things you are feeling.
It is never easy to end a relationship, but even harder when there is addiction or alcoholism that broke you up.
It's been 3 months for me, and I still break down crying. I was watching the movie City of Angels last night. BAD IDEA. That has to be one of the saddest movies ever. Nicolas Cage was an angel, but he becomes human to be with the woman he loves-he sacrifices his lofty place in heaven just for her.
I started thinking, it seems like people only sacrifice for love in the movies. I dunno, I got really sad. It's not like I was asking my ex to even MAKE a sacrifice...just to give up his addiction, which had caused him so much pain and trouble..but I guess that's why they call it an "addiction". It's incredibly hard to give up.
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MusicIslove82 
He would not face me,so I wrote him a long message on Facebook. Basically pouring out my feelings to him,and telling him Goodbye.
The only thing he said to me? And this was regarding getting my things back..
"Okay. We will figure this out"
I should not have expected much. I did though.
It's okay. This is finally about ME taking charge and saying no more. He is free to drink/do whatever drugs he can get/and get close to his "crush"
I feel like crying,but I feel like a weight as been lifted off of me. I'm sure it will take a lot of time to heal,but I will survive.
Anyone going through the same thing,I've been listening to Madonna's "Power Of Goodbye" I highly suggest it.
"There's no greater power,than the power of Goodbye"