Originally Posted by
WilsonSmith 
I am thinking now I would rather have nothing than just one beer or glass of wine,
Hi Wilson, that's how I felt. I thought having one drink was a waste of alcohol, since alcohol was for getting drunk, not for tasting good or quenching thirst.
I think all heavy drinkers are wasting potential. Alcohol is such a sneaky poison. We tend to look and find someone who is in worse shape than we are. And then, this proves that we are ok, no matter how bad off we actually are.
Anyway, I wish you the best in your sober journey. There are a lot of good people here with pertinent information. Keep reading and posting.