Arjck, I don't think you're complaining at all. I haven't read over every post but I've scanned through some of them. I'm only seventeen and I'm struggling with a Xanax addiction myself. We could come together and help each other. Being addicted to Xanax is like being in hell. You have it, you feel alive but yet so relaxed. You don't have it, you're sick as heck. (or at least I am) I've had to pull myself from it a few times and for about three days I did nothing but lay in bed with a fever. It's dangerous. Both you and I need help and any time that you need to talk about experiences, just PM me. I'll be happy to reply with all the knowledge that I have.
We're both way too young to be ruining our lives like this. There's so much more to life than this and we'll get through it some how.
