Good idea, Dee. I looked up the California NA Hotline: 24-hour Hotline (909) 622-4274. I know it's scary, arjck. But people reach out for help everyday, and that's why there are places like this, and AA and NA, and counselors, etc.
I think the reason we're so persistent is because we KNOW it must be even scarier for someone your age, and we want you to get the help you need. You would do the same for your best friend, I'd bet.
We're here for you.