Originally Posted by
arjck 
thank you, and i am trying. i know better than to try to stop on my own, so i am building the courage to call a place :/
Just do it....Where ever you call, I can assure you most of the people there are in recovery themselves....They know exactly what you're going through. No one is going to judge you....Although you may feel that way because of the crappy lies the disease tells us.....