Originally Posted by
Katfshh 
Thank you everyone. I had my bestfriend pick me up after work we went to a local pub and had a couple of glasses of wine. I am still so heartbroken. I cannot stop grieving and crying. I am so sad. But, I know what I have to do. I just don't understand why it felt so much like the perfect relationship that I have been praying for. And then just slapped in the face, like I am a stuipd fool. I am a good person. I give, and I give. I am hurting. Why do I have to suffer, I did nothing wrong, but love someone????
I have recently spent many nights in tears....not to your extent, I'm sure, but all of this pain and heartache is for us to learn from. Give yourself time to heal, if you have health insurance I would maybe use it to see a therapist...you just pay your copay. It certainly couldn't hurt.
Don't give up on love! That is what I must keep saying to myself like a mantra.