Thanks everyone. I am not calling or texting him. I haven't heard from him since noon yesterday. Which is weird, but he probablly doesn't even know what day it is. When he drinks he checks out of life. He doesn't go to work, he doesn't do anything but drink. He knows this. Like I said he had a 5 year period of sobriety, and then a 1 year, and now, 6 weeks.
I am doing my best today to keep my focus on me. I like the advice of just taking it day by day and not making a final decison about the relationship. I will keep reading this message board. Thank you all!!