Hi Becky...
Welcome to SoberRecovery!
You will find alot of wonderful people here who are willing to share and care each other through our batttles.
Have you talked to your Dr. about taking some medication for the anxiety?
Getting out to meetings and being around other addicts will help you through this time of changes and confusion.
I do not know your history or how long you used, but it does take time to
re-wire our addictive brains.
It will get better and you found a place to come and be safe and surrounded by people who care and understand.
If you have any questions please feel free to send me a personal message.