Hang in there Steve. I have thought about you a bunch this week wondering how you were and dealing with the ex fiance. You're one of the guys who's posts I look forward to reading, as I am also an angler and UFC fan. Re; Bob's place in your life, I too had that in an older guy (well, late 50's, not that old) and he recently died from liver cancer...I think he'd slap me upside the head were I to have some drinks to mourn or whatever. One day at a time, dude.