Originally Posted by
DirtMagnet 
What more is there for me? Other people just seem to know - they just do stuff and it all comes together. Maybe it is because they figure out what they want and then figure out how to get it. Like many of us here at SR, I grew up in a really bad house and have always been in survival mode. I'm getting to the point where I want to do more than just survive - I want to thrive. Soar. LIVE.
My heart is so full of dreams and hopes and I water them every day but they need some sun. I can imagine so much, and its killing me that I can't/don't have it.
I hear ya. I agree. Watching others - it looks like them finding their path is so easy. I have to remind myself that what I don't usually see is them when they were just as lost as I am/was. I didn't see them work through their issues to figure out what they want their life to be - or maybe I did, but I was too wrapped up in my issues to recognize it.
Hang in there.