Hello Alaninok,
Just wanted to let you know this is my 2nd here. I don't drink every day, but do drink too often I know and too much a lot of the times. I had a scarey experience the other night and don't remember much. It was a big wake up call for me and I am going to an AA meeting tomorrow. Several people have told me that they don't think that I really have a problem, I just need to do a better job at setting my limits.
Lately I haven't done such a good job at that. Alcohol does nothing positive for me and I know it isn't good for my body. I think it is best if I give it up. Problem is most the people I hang out with go to bars regularly. This will be difficult for me. I am going to try to focus on a couple hobbies and reducing the clutter in my life along with working out again. I hope I will be able to be strong enough to stick with it.
That is why I want to go to the AA meetings. For the support and understanding. I think if you think you have a problem, that is probably a sign that you do.
One day at a time.