Originally Posted by
Learn2Live 
Pull yourself together girl. NEVER act like this with a man. Hold your head high. What kind of man would want to be with a woman who grovels like that? Not the kind of man who makes a good partner I can assure you.
I know, I know. I only begged the day-of the breakup... But then I cried in front of him a week later when I went to pick up my things... and then I broke down and sent him an email that said the equivalent of "I miss you" and "I'm lost without you." His response indicated he was feeling my absence too, but threw in that extra tidbit about NOT drinking (that I mentioned in another thread).
I should have known better than to let him see me feeling low. I suppose I thought allowing him to see what he had done to me would generate some empathy...