I can't control my drinking. I have many friends, my best friends in fact that are heavy drinkers but they have the ability to stop. When I drink I don't. That doesn't mean every time I drink I get bombed but all too often I do, even when I said I wouldn't.
If I could be a "heavy drinker" booze it up with the best of them but maintain some semblance of control, I wouldn't be here.
Just didn't work out that way... Can't sing either, oh well