Hey everyone in my 20's I was like a chicken with its head cut off. If everyone would've just stay out of my buisness I would be fine LOL. I realized that I was the problem not everyone else.Then I got clean and I was really really sick. Then I realized I was a 42 year old but felt like a lost little boy full of fear and anxiety...Today Im clean/sober and learning to feel and think. I cant run anymore Im tired. I suffer from bi-polar and living just for today. Peter