I don't know.. the things which ppl are saying to me, I know they're right. And I so desperatley want to be happy. But why can't I be happy with him all the time?
I say all the time, cos when he'd not drinking, I'm the happiest I've ever been, and he's said it to me before that that's how he feels about me. He says that he feels like he's been going thru life waiting to die and then when he met me, i gave him hope. I never liked when he said those things, cos thats alot for me to have on my shoulders. But when we're together, i'm happy, so happy. So thats why i dont want to leave him.