Lonelyranger, I'll share with you what I hope for myself, and perhaps it could be something to hope to achieve in this program, as well.
I'm hitting up Celebrate Recovery tonight (Christian-based 12 step, as previously mentioned), because I need to wrap my head around a couple of key spiritual concepts. First, I've got to really accept God's grace and forgiveness. Second, I've got to learn to tap into the strength God will provide.
That is to say, maybe a fresh approach such as placing more focus on your spirituality will aid your recovery. Let us know how it's going.