I've only been sober a short time, but in those roughly 70 days I've seen a good few 'day 1's from you. Now I don't really know your full history but I'm guessing it's been a similar story since you joined in 2007.
Now, the important part is that you're still coming back and haven't totally given up. But that doesn't mean anything if you're not going to look into some sort of program of recovery. It's just going to be day 1 again and again unless you're absolutely willing to change/tackle some very fundamental things within yourself.
Good luck Paulos