Hi Grace, l am glad u doing ok, not great when we tired as well. I am sure H just feels very sad that u relapsed when things just started going well. Remember its the booze talking not you! I am sure he saw a whole different side of you being sober! Give him time to process all of this. At least you can get your house back to calm when the family leaves, really a huge amount of extra stress, especially whilst u trying to quit drinking. So what day will Monday be day 5? Keep strong, remember to eat well. You will beat this. Hugs xxx