Guys thank you soooo much ..
Trucker, what you said hit the nail on the head i felt, very selfish of me and i DO need to look beyond myself at this point, while also putting my sobriety first .. wow that sounds hard!! I am English (Newcastle) but i live in the USA, i moved here to be with my husband
Thank you for your truthful advice, your amazing!
Yup, i have not drank over anything for the past 24 days, and for today, i will not drink.
I am trying AA and another group atm to see which one fits me better. I like them both and hope to learn learn and learn about myself through these groups!
You guys rock!! Thank you so much to every body who wrote me, i took in every single word you guys said.
I see how selfish i was while in the depths of my disease and i see that i have to change the way i see the world and my husband.... Its like being born again .. its like i went to sleep at 28 and woke up at 33 a different woman, a lot of getting used to!!
Thanks again you guys, your all brill!!