yeah...the realizing I am powerless isn't enough rreally to make me comfortable in my life..it's a start..but it's actually deciding to live my life by that concept...to stop thinking that if i manipulate the world enough I can make it better....
I sometimes go crazy trying and wanting to fix everyone and everything...but although things change and I have hope today....i have to remember that it isn't me that's gonna change the world .... the world will change all by itself when it's ready...
sorry..early morning blithering....