Didnt cave in... had a nice night. We didnt attend the BBQ down the street, instead my mother in law came over and we had dinner. Her and hubby had some wine but that didnt really matter to me. I made some really yummy cookie/frozen yogurt sandwiches that were so yummy.
Watched a movie and in bed by 10:30. Had some REALLY weird dreams that I did drink... but in my dream I only had one.
But thanks soo much for all the replys. You are all right. I dont just want one, I want 8 or 10... and I know thats not a good idea. Im off for a run or a bikeride this morning!!