Can a person fail thoroughly following the steps?
And the answer is Yes - Living in sobriety has been the worst experience I have ever had in my life. At least I can say I've had almost three months twice now. **** it. I probably won't even be coming back on this site. I'm more dysfunctional sober than I am high/drunk and i must be mentally handicapped that I can't get a relationship with God, but I doubt He even exists. I want to die more than I ever have while using or drinking. Being dope sick was probably a million times easier than this feeling right now.