It was almost 90 in SF today the nicest day of the year so far.. after we closed the shop someone went and bought a 12 pack for our staff.... normally i'd cherish a beer after a long warm day... I quickly went to the soda machine and got something cold and went outside and had a smoke and after a couple minutes and the cola I felt my thirst subside.. then went back in and wished everyone a great weekend and came home.
Did it suck, yup for about 90 seconds... and now, I'm back in my happy place and really glad I dind't have a beer. so not worth it.
BTW i noticed today that i'm pretty freaking nice to be around when I'm not drinking or hungover. I've not gotten along with my employees as well as I have in the last three weeks. Feels good.
day 20