Why oh why must you post such a revelation and then kick yourself for not getting it sooner? I know we all do it, but why? Why can't it be with love and patience that we go through this process?
Do you know, I often think there's something wrong with me because I don't invite my XABF back into my life at all. I actually wonder sometimes why I
don't contact my XABF? Why I
don't unblock him from my phone and wait to see if he calls? and why I
don't feel strong urges to follow him online?
I did love him, really I did, and I did have a very hard time deciding to leave him. So what could it be?
Can what I have be bottled and shared with those here who strugge? I do so wish it were possible!
Coffee, I hope those tears bring you a catharsis and tomorrow is a better and brighter day than even today was
Alice