AA isn't for everybody and it's not the only way to maintain recovery. But in my opinion, maybe 10 AA meetings isn't sufficient to determine if it's right for you. That wasn't the case for me at least. I thought NA was absurd at first and the "god" business made me want to vomit. I tried a myriad of other ways and failed. Then i gave it a legitimate effort and attended 90 meetings in 90 days, got a sponsor, and started working on the 12 steps, and i found that it wasn't at all what i thought it was. It did, and continues to save my life.
Good luck to you, whatever you choose. The main thing is that you must do something different to get different results.