Hello everyone... on Day 1, really glad of it too but ... there's too much change happening.
My 77 year old semi ******** grandfather is moving out as he insulted/threatened me very VERY vulgarly and my mother did NOT let that go, he'll be gone on Saturday... my former stepfather being back in my life more than usual is a bit of a change and I am NOT GOOD with change, then my mother wants me to take over my grandfather's disgusting crummy bathroom because she cannot stand that I use the one upstairs due to the noise I make when I shower everyday.
I think it's been a period of 2 weeks and a half of the binging, I just cannot believe how I could have fallen back into it... but domestically it has NOT been pleasant. Man, and I just feel ... an incredible anger lately, and depression today. I just wish ... everyone could get along
and there was no friction.
and here I go back to feeling like crying. C-ya all.
