I just finished an interpretive program and was told, "you have the spark" and "you're one of the best". AWW!! I was so MADE to be a naturalist! And my joy and dedication and heart is evident, I think.
I BELIEVE in the National Parks and I LOVE my job!
Now, if I can only do this permanently...
Well, I am working out the details of how to extract myself from my grumpy, drinking hubby. It means I REDEFINE myself as a working person and not a SAHM. Maybe kids aren't in this lifetime for me, who knows.
I have to decide when and how to get out (of my marriage).
I think when I get home in September...but I am not sure I can wait. Only because it means I play nice in phone calls till then? Weird.
But telling him over the phone? Awful.
Email? More awful.
I also don't want him reacting while he sits at home for 4 months with my stuff.
So, I think I wait.
Peace