M,
Just 3 days ago you posted that your husband was going to punch you in the face while enraged. You said, " I think I'm done now. I just contacted my best friend who is a lawyer."
Today you posted, " My goal right now is to keep a clear head and be honest with myself about what has/is happening and to NOT let myself minimize it"
I think you are minimizing the events of 3 days ago already. My dear, what..will...it...take?