Welcome Darlynn!
Boy can I ever relate to how you feel. I have done and said so many inapporopriate things while drinking that I don't even know how I will ever be able to get over them.
But, I know that if I don't drink I will be able to handle them one day. And if I do drink I will create even MORE embarassing horrible events in my life.
I have 7 days today...after day 5 i started feeling a bit better physically. I hope you do too. Hang in there and keep it up! You're doing great!!!
Steven