My son is the most important person in my life. He deserves nothing but the best. I'm not afraid how having to do things on my own - I handled it well for the months that he was gone. I know I can do that!
One of my problems... I like to have control of things. I always have. This is a situation that I have no control over and it terrifies me. I also worry that I will cause problems between us when I try to control things. When I can't see where he is, it scares me to the point where I want to drop him off and pick him up. I know it sounds bad...
I probably should have gone to counseling and meetings as soon as this happened in order to understand how to deal with this type of situation. I think that's what my issue is. I didn't know what to do, what to expect, or how to handle it...There's just so much running through my head
