Thanks, Ali, for that link. I'll try to check that out sometime.
Ran, thanks for the feedback. That relationship I had was a huge mess and it's something I'm still getting over as can be seen from this thread. I hate the fact that I hate her, but I think I really do. Everytime I think about her, I grind my teeth and feel an inner rage inside me that takes everything I have to quash it. Everyday since we broke up it's been this way and it's got me thinking more and more about seeing someone about it. I might as well since I have the resources to--I just want to see someone who's actually going to get me somewhere mentally and emotionally (and not medically).
I hate to admit it, but I cried over her today. I guess that's my sensitivity coming out, but again, anyone in my shoes would probably be the same way.