I wanted to thank everyone for their advice, love and support.
I picked up my white chip last night and I shared this morning at the meeting. The outpouring of support at both meetings was amazing. I got phone numbers and hugs.
AA is an amazing program and I plan on forging ahead.
I know my sponsor was really disappointed in me. That makes me feel awful, but I am blessed to have her.
She knows I have difficulty sharing in meetings and she felt it was really important that I talk about my relapse. It helped others as well as myself.
I know AA is where I need to be.