Brit,
Please hang in there! Spend as much time on SR as you feel up to - just being here, passing the shaky sober minutes of withdrawal while reading and posting will help ease your mind at least a little bit - I'm sure of it! We are a caring and understanding bunch, please don't forget that if you start to hold back what you're really thinking/feeling - let it out! We can take it!
I am so glad you're pushing through with this! I know the first 7-11 days or so really, really, REALLY suck when you had been drinking to the point of vomiting every night. I've been there a few times myself. My advice is to get yourself to mentally cringe, maybe even shudder, at the memory rr